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Yeah... [Nov. 4th, 2009|07:59 am]
Here's Lookin At You Kid!
The worst part of being depressed is that it makes you despise those who are happy. I don't even know if I can be happy anymore without drugs and that scares the living shit out of me. Yeah this isn't getting any better..........
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Holy shit LiveJournal still exists! (This one is Deep and interesting I promise) [Feb. 15th, 2007|04:27 am]
Here's Lookin At You Kid!
I always thought the world revolved around me, and I always KNEW that LiveJournal revolved around me. Contrary to what I thought before LJ does really exist without me on it....although its much much less awesome.

So in the past 7 months I did a bunch of stuff, my grandma is now currently really sick (She has been on a ventilator for over two weeks) and considering the family I have is her and my mom its taking a big toll on us. Adding her sickness with going to school and working I have been busy as can be and it is kind of a drag.

A bunch of good albums came out and a bunch of super shitty ones came out too. Deftones, Butch Wakler, My Chemical Romance, Fall Out Boy, J Dilla, Clipse, El-P, Mastodon, Jesu, Justin Timberlake, TV On The Radio amongst others have dominated my MP3 player. There are a few good ones on the horizon that I am looking forward to as well.

I got a Nintendo Wii and it is super fun times, Borat was awesome, the Tigers went to the fucking World Series. I saw the Deftones twice, Panic At The Disco, TV On The Radio, Rakim, Mastodon, Slayer, Wolfmother, Butch Walker, Fiona Apple, The Flaming Lips, Sonic Youth, Common and a bunch of others. Wrestlemania is coming up and I am super stoked for that.

I lost a good friend and I'm not even really sure why. I have done some shitty things to people and held stupid grudges before so I am trying my hardest to not to do that anymore. Even with trying very much so to not do that I am so upset that someone who I thought cared about me and vice versa could do one of the coldest things to me ever. People grow apart always but usually it is either naturally or because one does something to hurt the other. The situation that exists now makes me mad because I am pretty sure it was neither one of those, but rather someone who apparently is so disgusted by me that they can't even return a phone call or say hello.

About a month ago something happened that changed my outlook on life. A lady whose husband committed suicide came into the store to sell his CD collection. She was explaining that she tried to convince him not to kill himself for 42 years until it finally happened. I have many times in the past stated that I have no will to live and I really thought that (and to some extent still do). Then I realized that I DO have a will and a reason to live. The will and reason to live is to be there for others and to try to cheer up someone who has a better outlook on life than I do (or did). I still feel like I take way too much from everyone and I need to give more which I am trying to work on but it is a slow thing here. After finishing school I am seriously thinking about trying to get a job where in some way I can help others.

Don't misunderstand me here, I am still very anti-religion and theistic thought. I did however realize that I am intelligent and at the same time extremely lazy. Changing old habits is hard and I am trying to do that very slowly and so far it seems to be working but it is taking a toll on me lately. I still think life really doesn't have a purpose unless you truly make a purpose for it, I have never bothered to make myself have a purpose and I still do not have a purpose to live. The closest thing I have found to this is just to be there for others who you care about.

That is it. Maybe in another 7 months I will post another one of these. My life kind of blows right now and it blows for other reasons that it has before. I have tried to expand my thoughts on things on this and if you have read it all I congratulate you because it was long winded. I hope my grandma gets better and that I can maybe find a job where I'm doing something for someone instead of for myself.
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(no subject) [Jul. 10th, 2006|08:30 pm]
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If you have parents who are alive and are good to you go and talk to them right now.

There are so many things I want to ask my dad right now and I never had a chance to. Don't miss your opportunity to ask them and tell them you love them even if you question everything you believe in.........
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(no subject) [Jul. 10th, 2006|02:53 am]
Here's Lookin At You Kid!
Jimmy Eat World are great
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(no subject) [Jul. 9th, 2006|12:26 am]
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First post in a month and it is about how stupid metal music is.

Yeah I still like it but after going to the Slayer show on Thursday it made me realize that popular metal might be the worst it has ever been. Lamb of God are pathetic and so are Children of Bodom......Mastodon were pretty damn good though.

I am going to pretend it is 1993 and that shitty metal hadn't been invented yet. So nothing but Danzig II, Sleep's Holy Mountain, Welcome to Sky Valley, Screaming For Vengance, Reign In Blood and Black Metal and pretend that metal is still good.

Oh someone needs to burn me some Trouble and Masters Of Reality CD's.

And FINALLY.... Do I really look/act like Dane Cook? I get so many comments on it and I want to know how/why dammit.
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Iraqi War Stats [Jun. 2nd, 2006|11:37 am]
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Death Tolls for the Iraq War:

U.S.-led coalition forces:
United States, 2,468
Britain, 113
Other nations, 111

Military, between 4,895 and 6,370
Civilians, between 38,059 and 42,434
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(no subject) [May. 27th, 2006|01:59 am]
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I went to the Tiger game today and it was surreal....

I can't believe this is all happening and I am worrisome about the upcoming stretch of games with some super tough teams but holy shit!
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(no subject) [May. 24th, 2006|08:25 am]
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Okay so 2006 is about half over and I haven't even made a post of the concerts I have attended so far and what I plan to attend so this will remedy that...

Seen So Far This Year:
Fort Minor & Little Brother @ St. Andrews Hall
The Rolling Stones @ Ford Field for Super Bowl XL Halftime Show
Nine Inch Nails @ Toledo Sports Arena
Deftones @ Cobo Arena (Taste Of Chaos)
Ghostface Killah @ St. Andrews Hall
Head Automatica @ St. Andrews Hall
Torche & The Sword @ The Belmont
Tool @ The Fox

And Coming Up:
Nine Inch Nails/Bauhaus @ DTE
Ringo Starr @ DTE
Loretta Lynn @ Meadowbrook
Sounds Of The Underground @ DTE
Wolfmother, Sonic Youth & Flaming Lips @ State Theatre
Warped Tour @ Comerica Park Lot
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GWB.....Fuck Yeah! [Apr. 29th, 2006|10:47 am]
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Okay I am not a outright hater of President Bush like so many people are. I don't think he is evil and I don't think he is stupid......but he is a fucking terrible president. As I have said before though one downside is that he is the figurehead of the United States who is a terrible public speaker...

Read some of these:


With those being noted I think that GWB makes America look terrible because he is very inarticulate.

So what we should do......is get someone who is super articulate to be a press secretary as well as to make public appearances on behalf of the United States instead of GWB. My nomination is for The Rock!

At Wrestlemania XX he cut a promo before his match which made me realize how obvious this is. The Rock has great charisma and is genuinely an entertaining and articulate person naturally. The idea of wrestling and politics has worked in Jesse Ventura and The Rock could take it to a completely higher level.

Picture The Rock speaking to foreign leaders and saying stuff like this:

Kim Jong-il: Hello Mr. Rock, I am looking forward to discussing some things with you..
The Rock: Mr. Jong-il, what do you think are your chances of nuclear disarmament??
Kim Jong-il: Well I think it is......

The Rock: "Jacques Chirac, so you do not want to support your ally in the war on terror? Well you can take your Musée du Louvre and all wings of it..take your time and shine that thing up real nice. Shine it so good you can see your face in it....THEN TURN THAT SUNABITCH SIDEWAYS AND STICK IT STRAIGHT UP YOUR CANDY ASS!!!"

So I think that when we have a president who speaks so poorly that it makes every American look bad to the world we should try to get someone to speak for him. I don't think The Rock knows enough about politics, economics, foreign diplomacy and about 1000 other things that a president needs to know....but neither does George W. Bush.

The Rock shouldn't be president....but whoever is in charge of the Bush cabinet needs to hire him because of the recent resignation of McCllellan.
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(no subject) [Apr. 29th, 2006|02:55 am]
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The fact that hundreds of Americans sang "na na na na, hey hey goodbye" as John Wayne Gacy was executed makes me sick.

No matter how bad a person is......how dare any human being judge someone to death.

But if someone is going to get sentenced to die......John Wayne Gacy deserves it the most.

I am confused.....and sickened.
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